Everything was all rigth when I woke up
this morning. She was there, close to me, in bed. I felt her warm body. And
right here in this strange hall without life, right now, I can feel her body.
There isn’t light in here. My house has changed into a desert. I am going
around her portrait and little by little I remember the first phrase that I
eveasdropped right after I woke up. “… and transform the troubles into good feelings”.
The TV was turned on and probably that phrase came from it. I never watch TV
but I was really tired out to turn it off. She left me this morning saying to
me: everything is gonna be alright. And I still don’t know what it means. While
I was opening the door for her I managed to ask her if she would retourn before
diner. I was scared and cold. She said to me: what time is it? And I answered:
never mind. All the time in our relatioship I knew that something still remaind
unsaid. Until now.
to
Mr. Jonas
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