Friday, 4 May 2007

Outside



Everything was all right when I woke up this morning. She was right there, close to me, in bed. I felt her warm body. And right here in this strange hall without life, right now, I can feel her body. There isn't light in here. My house has changed into a desert. I'm going around her portrait and little by little I remember the first phrase that I eavesdropped right after I woke up…"and transform the troubles into good feelings". The TV was turned on and probably that phrase came from it. I never watch TV but I was really tired out to turn it off. She left me this morning saying to me: everything is gonna be altight. And I still don't know what it means. While I was opening the door for her I managed to asked her if she would return before diner. I was scared and cold. She said to me: never mind. All the time, I knew that something still remained unsaid in our relationship. Until now.